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Friday December 7th
1.  That I got to spend 5 amazing years with Ryan.  I could have missed the pain, but I'd of had to miss the dance...
2.  That I was able to leave some extra cash as a Random Act of Kindness
3.  That we could go to the same tree farm as we did 15 years ago
4.  Even though my husbands tired, he'll keep doing that "one more thing" that I ask him to get done in the evening
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Did I ever tell you the story about our last Christmas tree hunt with Ryan?  Well it inspired me to do what I did today, so here's the story.  We went to get our tree on Ryan's birthday the last Christmas he was with us.  It wasn't planned, it just kind of fell that way.  We did dinner then went for the tree.  While at the tree farm the lady that helped us talked to Ryan and he shared with her...

 On December 7th it is Ryan's birthday.  He would be turning 20... that's just so hard to imagine when I only knew this little boy.
Every year on his birthday I put a poem in our local paper.  This is the poem I wrote several years ago that I used this year.
 
For five years old you did so much
so much for all you knew,
You we're not just a son to me
but my buddy and partner too.
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Day 7
The temperature outside while driving Zach to school

 
Thursday December 6th
We have an awesome dog who rings the bell when he wants to go  out I can leave work whenever I want to meet a friend for lunch I get to be a part of this awesome design team I got to hear from long lost friends recently My sister and I talk daily I get a lot of time to scrapbook and craft The sun was out today - I like that

Found this over on Janie's blog and thought what a great idea!
 
Colored lights or white lights on your house or not at all?  BOTH Hot chocolate or Egg Nog? Definetly hot chocolate! What's your favorite holiday dish? Does Santa wrap the presents or just sit them under the tree? Wraps Do you hang mistletoe? No, should I? When do you put up your decorations? Anytime after Thanksgiving What's your...

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What I look forward to every morning

Been seeing a lot of people do this on their blogs and I thought it was a good idea.  Last night I found this blog with more ideas.  I think I'm also going to get out my Simple abundance book and begin again. My aunt recommended this book to us back in 1998 when she was in town after my father died.  I refer back to it quite often, and think now is another one of those times.
Things to be grateful...

Tonight consisted mostly of cooking and cleaning, and I guess I have to do that sometimes? 
I'm so bummed because my moo cards still have not shown up and if I don't mail out my cards in time a lot of people won't even know the Candlelight Memorial is this weekend.  Tomorrow has to be the day they arrive?
Zach took this picture this afternoon - he liked how the doves were together on the deck. ...

Karen Russell's blog - So appropriate!  Especially this time of year...